things are starting to feel better. the early part of this pregnancy was hard. filled with lots of mental anguish, doubt, and fear. it was a constant battle. it didn't help my mental state that i was super nauseated at times and just wanted to sit as still as possible after 9 pm. the clouds are lifting and the doubt isn't there so much, the fear and anguish aren't either.
i'm nervous about my ultrasound friday( i had to cancel our last ultrasound and postpone it for reasons i will share later). but i no longer feel the darkness i felt earlier. it's a different kind of nervous- not one filled with dispair.
and then today i felt the first flutters. and boy, doesn't that make a mom feel good?
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